Colin how have I never felt this close to you I think that the guards are down the guard is down the guards are laying down sleeping in their trenches.
It is the only way to be touched through to try and say the thing that we can I can say to you I understand this feeling at least, am trying to trace how It Got Here. It got into this room through You walking in and we silently sat front to back computing away. You said there's never enough time or space, I said close & deep, and meant to put my arms out even wider. I was a dog with Adam, I was mustering something with you Colin. Mustering muster. It was opening up my eyes and not stopping to care about how I was feeling or looking around, it was looking around and willing myself to be there in the moment and not leave the chair until you two were ready to go and not pushing the moment through to the next part, just letting it sit and become itself slowly. Because becoming is becoming.