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Wednesday, May 26, 2010

or, he has been found, but survived and put on the furs of animals that he killd and ate and grew inside of their dens and ice caves. i think he is polish.
i don't know. maybe it is not him. i will ask.

are you him?
no.

so you see it is very easy to make mistake-
wait. who are you looking for?
i am looking for the boy from my dream, night before last, who dove under an ice shelf.
ohh. i might be him then. i was a boy, once.
are you still a boy?
in some ways, yes. i still experience a certain pliancy of self.
are you the very one i meant when i asked "are you him?"
how should i know! i can't remember being anyone but myself, now.
don't you have childhood memories? like of diving under ice shelves, shark infested waters, arctic lights?
i have no possessions.
you have clothes.
these belong to the animals i took them from.
you are wearing them, though. those animals died when you killed them.
how do you know that i killed them?
i wrote you.
then you already know your answer! you know who i am- who i was. if i was. was i?
yes.
now you are this:
thank you.

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